Spider's Web: Merciless Few MC West Virginia by M.D. Stewart

Author:M.D. Stewart [Stewart, M.D.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-12-21T16:00:00+00:00

Nova sniffed. I felt her body move and looked over to see her wipe her cheeks with her free hand. “Not me. I’ll never bring a child into this world. We don’t live in a pond, but a cesspool. If you cared anything about a kid, why would you make them swim surrounded by all the shit logs?”

The vibrant image of a pond full of snaggle-toothed kids using turds as floaties flashed in my mind. I couldn’t stop chuckling. Suddenly I was belly laughing. Between fits of laughter, I tried to tell her what made me lose control. Soon, I heard Nova giggle. Within minutes, we were holding our stomachs, tears streaming down our faces.

Nova was the most beautiful woman I’d ever known. It was too dark to see, but I memorized every freckle on her face, the golden-brown streaks in her green eyes. I could go blind and still sculpt her face from memory.

She noticed I had gone quiet. And I said the words I was afraid could end our friendship, but my heart couldn’t contain. “Let me make love to you.”

“Spider,” she leaned in closer, her eyes straying to my lips. “I’ve never wanted to have sex with anyone. I don’t know what it’s like to want tenderness. How to treat a man, touch a man to give him pleasure beyond a hook-up for money. I don’t know how to be in a relationship.”

I licked my lips, suddenly understanding how important it was to let her see my vulnerability. To treat her like a glass sculpture. One that could shatter at any moment, and I’d be damned if I was the reason she broke. Deep in my heart, I knew I’d never feel for anyone the way I did for Nova. I’d kill to protect her, die to save her.

“I’d like to be your first.”

“My first, what?” Her eyes grew wide, then she scoffed and smirked. “I know you don’t mean sex. You know I’m not a virgin.”

I didn’t break our gaze. Her smirk suddenly died. “Spider, men have used me since I was twelve years old. Trust me, I’m no virgin.”

“No, I don’t mean that you haven’t been fucked, Nova. You’ve never had someone treat you with respect. What happened to you, what was done to you, wasn’t ever your choice.” I slowly raised my hand to tuck her dark hair behind her ear, but she flinched anyway. “You’re breaking my heart.”

I was expecting her to get mad, freak out, or just walk away. But she didn’t do any of that. Instead, she said, “I don’t think I can feel those things. You know, the soft, fuzzy feelings normal women have with men who care about them. The idea is so foreign to me, and I’m afraid, terrified really, that if I do experience them, the anger towards those men in my past will grow. It’s like a festering wound, slowly devouring me from the inside out. I’d want to find them and make every man who hurt me suffer.

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